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December 23, 2025 (Gregorian calendar/Day 356)
Tuesday, 14 Tahsas 2018 (Ethiopian calendar/4th month)
Marpaˀīym (Marpeim) םיאפרמ 30 (Enochian calendar/9th month/Remedies of plants)
December 21, 2025 (International Fixed calendar)
Rhythmic Moon 6, Kali 11 (13 Moon calendar/waxing crescent moon)
~ Rhythmic Lizard Moon of Equality, December 13th – January 9th
Elder Moon: November 24 – December 23 (Celtic 13 Month calendar)
Day 4, 10th lunation at 9-16%, 6012 (lunisolar calendar)
13.0.13.3.10 9 Oc 8 K’ank’in (Mayan Long Count calendar)
in 1913, President Wilson signs the Federal Reserve Act into law

I’m not everything I want to be yet,
but I’m a lot of things I wanted to be 2 years ago,
and what a wonderful thing it is to realize that.

Two years ago today I managed to kick my now ex boyfriend out…

It sucked kicking him out two days before Christmas, but it had to be done. I wasn’t putting up with his nonsense anymore. I had had enough, and I needed to stand my ground.

When I woke up that morning I didn’t know just how bad things would get. I never knew how the day was going to unfold, but most of the time by noon he was drunk and we were fighting.

That day was no different, but there was a different tension, different determination. It had to be that day. After everything that had transpired, there was no turning back.

I’m not mad, I’m done. That’s what people don’t understand, I’m not mad at anyone, I’m just done. Done dealing with situations that rob me of my peace.

I’m done dealing with people that don’t love me as I love them, don’t try as hard as I try, don’t put in the effort that I put in.

I’m just done.

I’ve given him two years to get the last of his stuff.  I’ve been way too nice and given him way too much time. So…at this point it’s his problem. He can’t call or text me to try and take care of things. It’s always up to me. What’s left is gone… either donated or burned. 

The one thing that is still of concern is he is still on my cell phone plan, he needs to be with me. He’s paying his part, but he still needs to go on his way. The last time I talked to him, back in the spring, he said he was “coming up that way soon” and wanted to take care of the cell phone and grab the last of his stuff. It’s the end of December and I still haven’t heard from him.

I know he wants me to initiate this.

Other than that, things are good. My son and I have both moved on. Things aren’t always easy, but we’re managing. It would be a lot easier if he had never come into our lives, but we can’t change that. The only thing we can do is move forward.

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