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Narcissists live in a world of their own making, as if they have no bounds, and can shape reality through their charm, manipulation, or force of will.

They project themselves as powerful, invulnerable, and destined for greatness. However, this is only an illusion.

Their ego hides a very limited world within, which has been formed through envy, fear, and the construction of a false self through borrowed traits from others.

Although they may amass popularity, funds, or prestige, there are a number of things that narcissists will never be able to attain, not because they did not try hard enough, but because of who they are.

Genuine Creativity: A Narcissist’s Struggle
~ Creativity is not about performance; it is about originality, and that is something a narcissist will never have. Narcissists are some of the most rigid people you will ever meet. They think in black-and-white terms. They cannot handle ambiguity. They have no space for the unknown.

True Abundance: The Illusion of Wealth
~ No matter how much they earn, they will never feel full because abundance isn’t about how much you have; it’s about how you earn it, how you treat it, and what energy it carries. Narcissists do not earn money with integrity. They lie, exploit, manipulate, distort, and take advantage of people’s trust and vulnerability.

Celebrating Success: A Narcissist’s Curse
~ They do not have a real self to validate them from the inside. Their entire identity is built on comparison, so no matter how far they go, how much they accomplish, or how hard they work to be seen as the best, they are constantly measuring themselves against everyone around them, and it’s never enough. They suffer from a sickness of the soul called the “grass is greener” syndrome.

Spiritual Enlightenment: The Narcissist’s Barrier
~ Some of the most dangerous narcissists you will ever meet are the religious ones, the ones who wear holiness like a costume. They know every scripture quote, every verse, perform every ritual, but they do it like a performance, not to serve or surrender, but to control. They are not trying to connect with God; they are trying to become Him.
~ True godliness is built on humility, on accountability, on deep reflection. You look in the mirror and ask yourself, “Where am I wrong?” You bow your head not just in prayer, but in surrender. You seek truth, not validation, and you change over and over because growth is a fundamental part of spiritual maturity. A narcissist cannot do that. They cannot kneel in front of anything bigger than their ego. Their ego is their god. They cannot handle the idea that they are not the ultimate authority. So, instead of submitting to God, they use God. They twist holy words to follow their ego. They weaponize faith to shame others. They put themselves on a pedestal and demand worship, all while pretending they are just servants of God. But nothing could be further from the truth. A true godly person feels love, compassion, and remorse. They are moved by the suffering of others. They are grateful for the blessings they receive. A narcissist does not feel any of that. They do not want to serve God; they want God to serve them.

The Illusion of Freedom
~ Number five, and the last one: being free. They live in a prison of their lies. Freedom isn’t just about doing whatever you want. Real freedom is the ability to be honest with yourself, that’s it. To look at your darkness, your shadow, and not run from it. To take off the mask and still feel worthy. It is peace; it is self-acceptance; it is inner stillness. A narcissist will never know that kind of freedom because they are trapped in a lie they built themselves.

They chose the mask over healing, the performance over honesty, the illusion over love. So, while they may walk around acting all superior, what they’re doing is carrying an invisible prison on their back a prison built out of secrets, shame, and denial. And that is why, no matter how far they travel, how much they gain, or how high they rise, they never escape because the prison is not outside; it is inside.

Only truth can open that door, but they will never walk through it, will they? Because freedom requires humility, and that is the one thing a narcissist cannot fake and that they cannot genuinely experience.

source: 5 Ways God Disables a Narcissist – BlankG

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